Sense of Fear

I got up in a pleasant morning today, took the newspaper with a cup of light healthy green tea and in my one hand hold the newspaper, I started reading the newspaper in a very carefree manner, the moment I read the front page,I could not believe on my eyes so I just closed my eyes and rubbed it and then again open it. but that therapy did not work actually what I saw, it was not a nightmare but a reality, a harsh reality which no one could deny.I wish that could not true but I had to agree that whatever I saw was completely true, that brutality already happened to her. I really got scared , I was damn afraid by reading such a horrendous news. I lost my thinking capability for a moment, instant thought came across in my mind was that why is it increasing day by day? We read newspaper for refreshing our mind but within a fraction of second my pleasant morning turned into a fear.

That news made me realize that I have to be careful while walking out because I am a girl, I have to think twice before move out a single step from home because  I am a girl. I can not dare to wear clothes according to my own will because I am a girl, no matter what, but a women do not have a right to do anything according to their own will. Our life own by someone else. We live in a democratic country like India where everyone has a right to live but women do not dare to think about it. In India animal deserves more respect than us . People honor animal but not us. I have a question in my mind and I want to ask you that Are we not human beings? I do not have a right to feel safe? Who the hell are you to decide on my behalf that at what time I should come home? Who are you to decide that what clothe I should wear or not to wear? Why every time every one make me realize that you are a girl, being in your own limits? I know my limits very well , you care about yours. We are the creation of same Gods then why this discrimination, we feel the same pain that you feel, we are not a separate from you, have some respect and dignity towards us because women is not your public property, its a very beautiful gift by a nature for you.